Death of friendship

موت الصداقة

انت لست صديقي.

في ضعفي ووقت حاجتي, انانيتك البشرية لم تساعدني. و كنت انت الوحيد الذي يستطيع مساعدتي.

بعد كل هذه السنين التي تشاركناها سوية, و كل الوقت الذي كنت فيه موجود من اجلك.

رأيتني في وقت ضعفي و انا اريد حبك و صداقتك. و لكن حاجاتك السخيفة كانت موجودة قبل حياتي.

و الان, لا صداقة بعد الان.
 

You are not my friend.

In my weakness and my time of need, your human selfishness did not help me.

You where the only one that can help me.

After all the years that we shared, and all the times that I was there for you.

You saw me in my time of weakness, needing your love and friendship. But your silly needs came before my life.

And now, friendship no more.

التعليقات

you missunderstood

who said that this person was initially a friend. Sometimes we do not see facts of life when they are crystal clear . Trust  your inner feeling, was it true friendship or it was just an illusion. It is Ok if you see discover that you were wrong about it instead of living with the grief and disapointement.

I think I would feel better if I knew I have done one mistake of missunderstanding rather than live a lie and an illusion of a special relationship and constantly feel disappointed . 
 
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